I am *angry.* Not the positive, motivating anger. The boiling over, feel like screaming anger. And I don’t particularly know why. It’s not an emotion I’m accustomed to. The obvious guess, of course, is that grief is making me angry. Time of year, as far as SRA goes, also stirs up some powerful Stuff. I [...]
Posts Tagged ‘anger’
This Is New
Posted in General Ranting, Mental Health, tagged anger, emotions, grief, Mental Health, satanic ritual abuse, stress on 30 November 2011 | Leave a Comment »
An All-about Rant
Posted in Dissociative Identity Disorder, General Ranting, Health, Ritual Abuse, Therapy, tagged anger, Dissociative Identity Disorder, frustration, rant, satanic ritual abuse, strep throat, Therapy on 9 September 2011 | Leave a Comment »
Permit me what will definitely be a rant and what might actually be a whine. 2011 has *not* been a good year, to understate tremendously. My daughter’s memorial service was held exactly one week in to the year, and the grief issues have been fairly constant since. In April, we lost our house and most [...]
Anger & Outrage
Posted in General Ranting, Grief & Loss, Mental Health, tagged anger, grief, kitten, Mental Health, pet loss, Universe on 22 August 2011 | 1 Comment »
Life isn’t fair. The world isn’t fair. I know all of those things, but some days the world is far too cruel. A dear friend of mine lost several cats during our recent flooding. Some drowned, and some ended up being put down in shelters. We did all we could to save them, but we [...]
2012
Posted in General Ranting, Mental Health, Ritual Abuse, tagged 2012, Abuse, anger, cults, Dissociative Identity Disorder, Mental Health, rant, satanic ritual abuse on 18 December 2010 | Leave a Comment »
Is the year after 2011 and the year before 2013. Nothing more, nothing less. And I’m tired of having to combat the messages I’m sent about it. Sod off, all of you.
Motivation
Posted in Abuse, Dissociative Identity Disorder, General Ranting, Mental Health, Ritual Abuse, tagged Abuse, anger, cults, Dissociative Identity Disorder, ending abuse, motivation, satanic ritual abuse on 11 May 2010 | Leave a Comment »
Ever looked down the barrel of a gun and wondered when the pain of the bullet would come? I had that experience a few hours ago. Have I mentioned my father had some ‘interesting’ friends who aren’t exactly fans of mine. I push forward, and they push back. The thing of it is, though, I [...]
Long, Dark Nights
Posted in Abuse, Dissociative Identity Disorder, General Ranting, Mental Health, Ritual Abuse, tagged Abuse, anger, cults, Dissociative Identity Disorder, frustration, satanic ritual abuse on 8 November 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I don’t want to believe in SRA. Nope. Never happened. This funny looking scar on my arm happened when I fell on a pyramid-shaped toy that happened to be rather hot. Here’s the problem with that logic– it doesn’t change what happened to me or all of the other SRA survivors out there. Neither our [...]
Welcome to Debtor’s Prison
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged anger, bankruptcy, collections agencies, communism, credit cards, economy, frustration, rant, stress on 23 October 2009 | 3 Comments »
I can’t afford to file bankruptcy. That’s one rather frightening realisation I came to during my Wednesday morning meeting with a bankruptcy lawyer. Mind you, I’m pressing on through this lovely little process. For those of you (the many, many of you) who are considering this journey, let me take you along mine for a [...]
Dear Doomsdayers
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged anger, cults, new world order, prophecy, satanic ritual abuse, sra programming on 16 October 2009 | 2 Comments »
Do *not* tell me about the world. Don’t tell me about its beginning or your idea of its end. I stopped listening quite some time ago. Yes, you can still get to me. Your prophecies were burnt, beaten, and otherwise implanted in my mind. I suffered unspeakable conditions because of you. And what’s worse, you [...]
Quick Update
Posted in Mental Health, tagged anger, Delightfully Scattered Thoughts, emotions, frustration, grief, grounding, Mental Health on 16 October 2009 | 3 Comments »
For those of you following this blog via RSS or just stopping by from time to time, I wanted to let you know I’m still about and quite near functional most of the time. The past, present and future has looked a bit daunting for some time. It’s still rather like that, but there is [...]
Complete and Total Anger
Posted in Abuse, General Ranting, tagged Abuse, anger, domestic violence, frustration, Mental Health, rant on 18 September 2009 | 6 Comments »
This post is being written completely out of anger. In fact, I’m banging on the keyboard and hoping none of the keys break. There is *no reason* for a husband to hit his wife. Period. No question and no excuses. I babysit the children of a woman who is caught up in a domestic violence [...]
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