I haven’t written about multiplicity in a bit, largely because of the discomfort factor. As this is, in part, a blog about that, though, I wanted to share the latest multiple hilarity. This morning, I woke up with tears running down my face and really swollen eyes. Obviously, someone had been sobbing. I had no [...]
Posts Tagged ‘child alters’
Someone Else’s Been Dreaming
Posted in Dissociative Identity Disorder, Friends & Family, Humour, Mental Health, tagged alters, best friend, child alters, Dissociative Identity Disorder, Lily, Mental Health on 18 December 2011 | Leave a Comment »
After the Storms
Posted in Dissociative Identity Disorder, Friends & Family, General Ranting, tagged best friend, child alters, cult prophecies, DID systems, Dissociative Identity Disorder, flood, Lily, Mairead, natural disasters, Universe on 28 April 2011 | 1 Comment »
We awoke to an odd sight this morning– sun. It’s been a while. In fact, the last time it was actually sunny was a week ago. We had days of rain in London, too, but not usually with this kind of storms. I’d never been in a flood til now. I’m staying with a friend [...]
Old Men in Big Boats
Posted in Dissociative Identity Disorder, Interesting Observations, Ritual Abuse, tagged child alters, cult prophecies, Dissociative Identity Disorder, flood, Lily, Ohio river, satanic ritual abuse, weather on 26 April 2011 | 2 Comments »
There’s been rather alot of flooding in this area. In fact, our back porch has become a swimming pool, successfully ruining several books and photographs stored there, as well as a set of furniture and a small television. Annoying, yes, but it could have been *much* worse. The whole situation will be worse if the [...]
Flashbacks & Realisations
Posted in Abuse, Dissociative Identity Disorder, Mental Health, Ritual Abuse, Therapy, tagged Abuse, alters, best friend, child alters, cults, Dissociative Identity Disorder, family of choice, flashbacks, Lily, satanic ritual abuse, Therapy, Torchwood on 3 April 2011 | 2 Comments »
My best friend and I were watching Torchwood on Friday night, as we’ve taken to doing relatively frequently, and I got thrown in to a flashback. The show is primarily science fiction. This episode, however, involved nothing more than incredibly sick human beings. I felt myself tensing a bit, but nothing really pressing alarmed me. [...]
On Holiday!
Posted in Friends & Family, Interesting Observations, tagged best friend, child alters, Galt House, Hidden Hill Nursery, Indiana, Jameson Inn, kentucky, Kentucky Shakespeare Festival, Louisville, photos, travel on 6 August 2010 | Leave a Comment »
My best friend and I recently spent a long weekend in Louisville, Kentucky, USA. Since I seem to have forgot all about the random photo page I thought I’d post a few photos here.
Little Messages
Posted in Dissociative Identity Disorder, tagged alters, best friend, child alters, DID systems, Dissociative Identity Disorder, Lily, Littles, Lucy, Mairead, Middle Littles, Timmy, trust, Willow on 1 December 2009 | 2 Comments »
The child alters among my internal folk are divided into three main groups– Little Littles, Littles, and Middle Littles. The smallest of all are, appropriately, Little Littles. They are very new discoveries, and the oldest is two at best. They’re structured a bit strangely, and they don’t communicate often. Littles and Middle Littles, however, *do* [...]
Just Another Tuesday Afternoon
Posted in Dissociative Identity Disorder, Friends & Family, Humour, tagged alters, best friend, child alters, DID systems, Dissociative Identity Disorder, Humour, Lily, Mairead on 7 July 2009 | 2 Comments »
I ‘went away’ for a bit to chat with Kathy, an internal helper, and apparently the kids went a bit mad. Mairead, in all her greatness, was watching them, but they managed to get away with my mobile phone and text my best friend. They were *very* proud of having outsmarted the ‘big peoples’ and [...]
Complicated
Posted in Dissociative Identity Disorder, Friends & Family, tagged Abuse, best friend, child alters, confusion, cults, family of choice, journalling, Lily, memories, sadness on 9 June 2009 | 2 Comments »
There are two very distinct times in my recent past that I recall being truly happen, one in December 2002 and the other in the latter months of 2005. The exact date escapes me, but that day in 2002 has stuck with me in great detail. I was 21 then, living with my parents, and [...]
We’re All in This Together
Posted in Dissociative Identity Disorder, Mental Health, tagged anger, bipolar disorder, boderline personality disorder, child alters, depression, Dissociative Identity Disorder, frustration, Lily, Mental Health, Music, schizophrenia, The Cyrkle on 7 May 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I have been *angry* lately. Not that frustrated sort of anger that goes away quickly. The kind that makes you feel like you’ve got something volcanic deep inside that might erupt at any moment. I’m irritated and quick-tempered, and none of this is like me at all. It’s only been a few years since I’ve [...]
Easter Memories
Posted in Dissociative Identity Disorder, Friends & Family, tagged child alters, Dissociative Identity Disorder, Easter, Eeyore, family of choice, holidays, Pooh on 12 April 2009 | 3 Comments »
The internal kids got Pooh stickers for Easter this morning, and I’m surprised the squeals of delight were not heard across the country. Pooh is always a good choice. This set had stickers of Eeyore all by himself, which made me think of other Littles I’ve known along the way. I have a dear friend [...]
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