I sent myself a birthday gift last week, completely by accident. The US Postal Service was a great help in that regard. Now that I (might) have your attention, let me tell the rest of this little experience. The founding member of my FOC has a birthday round this time of year. I can’t afford [...]
Posts Tagged ‘rant’
Happy Birthday to…Me?
Posted in Friends & Family, General Ranting, tagged birthdays, FOC, rant, USPS on 19 April 2012 | Leave a Comment »
An All-about Rant
Posted in Dissociative Identity Disorder, General Ranting, Health, Ritual Abuse, Therapy, tagged anger, Dissociative Identity Disorder, frustration, rant, satanic ritual abuse, strep throat, Therapy on 9 September 2011 | Leave a Comment »
Permit me what will definitely be a rant and what might actually be a whine. 2011 has *not* been a good year, to understate tremendously. My daughter’s memorial service was held exactly one week in to the year, and the grief issues have been fairly constant since. In April, we lost our house and most [...]
Surprises
Posted in Abuse, Dissociative Identity Disorder, General Ranting, Mental Health, Ritual Abuse, tagged Abuse, cults, Dissociative Identity Disorder, expressing feelings, flashbacks, memories, Mental Health, rant, satanic ritual abuse on 24 August 2011 | Leave a Comment »
Grief and anger are the two prevailing states of my mind these days, so pardon the endless ranting posts. This one focuses on abuse, with some specifics thrown in. Please be safe while reading. My standard trigger warning applies. * * I hate it when surprise triggers pop up. This morning, I was doing the [...]
Knives
Posted in General Ranting, Grief & Loss, Mental Health, Writings, tagged Delightfully Scattered Thoughts, grief, Mental Health, original poetry, parental bereavement, rant on 23 August 2011 | Leave a Comment »
Knives Each one cuts a little deeper. Jagged paths that leave shrapnel in their wake. Yet their destination is simple: They go straight through to the soul. Sparkling silver blades Reflect the darkness left behind As body and mind are stripped Of all that makes a person human. Scabs thicken around each wound Creating a [...]
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Posted in Abuse, Dissociative Identity Disorder, General Ranting, Mental Health, Ritual Abuse, tagged Abuse, best friend, DID systems, Dissociative Identity Disorder, family of choice, frustration, Mental Health, rant, satanic ritual abuse, self awareness on 8 August 2011 | 1 Comment »
I’ve been thinking quite alot lately about terms used to refer to people with DID. The most common, of course, is ‘multiple.’ Being called that makes my skin crawl, though, so I’ve spent some time trying to figure out the cause of such an extreme reaction. Disclaimer: This is my opinion about my experience as [...]
Not Surprised
Posted in Dissociative Identity Disorder, General Ranting, Mental Health, tagged atypical antipsychotics, bipolar disorder, depression, Dissociative Identity Disorder, Lamictal, rant, Zyprexa on 9 May 2011 | 3 Comments »
I missed most of my shift yesterday. I was so tired and overwhelmed that work seemed relatively impossible. Today, my brain is still too overwhelmed to make sense of essays and articles. I just want to sleep for hours and hours. When I do sleep, though, it isn’t restful and I wake up as exhausted [...]
Meh
Posted in General Ranting, Mental Health, Ritual Abuse, Therapy, tagged Abuse, frustration, Mental Health, rant, satanic ritual abuse, suicide, Therapy on 27 February 2011 | 3 Comments »
Perfect one-syllable response sometimes. I have been so exhausted lately, physically and mentally. In spite of the need for money, I took off from work today. That almost never happens. I’m just too tired to think clearly tonight. My therapist, who I’ve been seeing for two years, just realised that I come to therapy to [...]
2012
Posted in General Ranting, Mental Health, Ritual Abuse, tagged 2012, Abuse, anger, cults, Dissociative Identity Disorder, Mental Health, rant, satanic ritual abuse on 18 December 2010 | Leave a Comment »
Is the year after 2011 and the year before 2013. Nothing more, nothing less. And I’m tired of having to combat the messages I’m sent about it. Sod off, all of you.
Pining for the Single Life
Posted in Dissociative Identity Disorder, General Ranting, Mental Health, Uncategorized, tagged alters, bipolar disorder, depression, Dissociative Identity Disorder, Lamictal, mania, Mental Health, rant, Seroquel, stress, teen alters on 10 November 2010 | Leave a Comment »
And by that, I mean life before I knew about the others in my head. It was simpler then. [Sad movie theme interrupted by sarcastic chuckle.] Things are a bit interesting here at the moment. Not bad interesting. Just different and a bit overwhelming. Although there have been more than a few upsets in my [...]
Madness
Posted in Dissociative Identity Disorder, Health, Mental Health, tagged Abilify, bipolar disorder, depression, Dissociative Identity Disorder, Geodon, Lamictal, mania, Mental Health, mixed episodes, psychiatrist, rant, school, Seroquel on 31 October 2010 | Leave a Comment »
Let’s take DID out of the picture for a minute. Now, let’s take out SRA. (I know, I know). At this time, bipolar disorder is what’s getting at me. I have never *felt* bipolar, really, until this semester. Now, it’s making itself the centre of my life. It is disrupting my sleep, wrecking my concentration, [...]
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