The Cracked Up Almost Weekend So Far

I should be cracking up.  Time is passing much quicker than I’d like, and *things* are ever-approaching.  I must have slipped in to delicious delirium, though.  It’s almost funny.  I’m working towards an end goal academically, realising that I haven’t got enough time to finish everything, and pressing on regardless.  I’m even taking time to [...]

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The Baby Steps Week So Far

There’s a progressive pattern that most children follow– they learn to crawl, then pull up, then stand on their own, and then take their first wobbly steps.  Why shouldn’t those of us with internal children take those same steps in healing?  I get frustrated and try to push things along at a higher rate of [...]

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The Otherworldly Week So Far

I say otherworldly because I’ve been having *horrible* hallucinations.  Last night I saw the skin melt off of a woman sitting in a lounge chair.  The skeleton remained.  Mind you, there was nothing in the chair at all and I was perfectly aware of that.  It still terrified me. Things only got more interesting as [...]

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Tugboats and Arson

Last night on ‘Scrubs,’ the janitor said a line that I absolutely love– ‘Tugboats and arson.  That’s all I ever get from you guys.’  He had asked his friends for advice and, quite literally, they suggested those two tactics.  Beautiful. In spite of the rather large amount of stress I’m dealing with at the moment, [...]

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The Losing It Week So Far

And by losing it, I don’t mean going mad.  I mean actually losing things.  I’ve never been one to lose things.  Lately, though, things are going missing rather often.  My cell phone, keys, certain bills, et c.  Someone is definitely helping me. Recently I had the pleasure of chatting with an inner small one of [...]

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The Neglected Week So Far

The Week So Far was the first regular feature I came up with for my blog. Poor neglected category. I think, in the blur of activity lately, I’ve skipped writing this for the past couple of weeks. The weeks have indeed been blurry. It’s that depression and anger bit again. Always fun. The really hard [...]

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The Brief Week So Far

A particularly nasty bugger of a health problem that I have is very active this week, so I’m keeping this post amazingly short. The health crap is really all I have going on at the moment anyway. It can be rather insistent. Note to survivors and just people in general– pay attention to how stress [...]

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The Tentatively Better Week So Far

It really has been a better week. Probably the best in a while, actually. I say tentatively only because it’s still a bit of a battle to keep my mind focused on the present and out of the not-so-pleasant past. Once again, this is another way singletons and multiples are alike– staying focused gives everyone [...]

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The Messy Week So Far

Or month so far, as it were. May is not turning out to be lovely. On an emotional level, this week has been much better than last. The grief issues are, for the moment, being pushed out of my mind. The problem is what they’re being pushed out by. My graduate studies are coming down [...]

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The Belated Week So Far

Bloody hell, it’s Thursday. I’m a day off this week, which could have been interesting considering the week’s deadlines. What can I say? It’s been a depressing week, as those of you who follow the blog have read. Today feels a bit better, if only because I’m dazed enough not to know otherwise yet. I’m [...]

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