I’m looking for a way to disconnect from everything for a bit, and I can feel someone else starting to front. It’s been one of *those* weeks already, and it’s only early Wednesday.
I get so frustrated sometimes by the fact that triggers pop up out of nowhere. Sometimes it seems like everything is a trigger. That’s what it’s been like today. I take great pains to keep myself safe. In fact, it probably hinders my quality of life. That’s why on days like today I feel like simply shutting down.
It’s odd to be going into Someone Else mode for a while, but I think it’s necessary as well. At least going inside will keep me safe for a bit.