I have been so irritable lately. I think, perhaps, it is because people keep trying to find excuses for me. The food issues are excused as part of stress, the paranoia is strictly chemical, and apparently multiplicity rules my life in general. Here, then, is what I call my justified rant.
Stress definitely doesn’t help the food issues. However, stress is not the cause of it. It’s an effect as much as a cause, actually. The food issues are caused by a very complicated mix of emotions, flashbacks, and general lack of knowledge.
Yes, paranoia does have a chemical component, and I do take medicine to help control that. Still, sometimes the paranoia is justified. Given my cult background, I do have cause to ‘watch by back’ from time to time.
As for multiplicity, *I* control my actions (gasp from the crowd). My thoughts are my own. Discrepancies or changes in patterns do not equal new personalities popping out. I’ve been doing this a while now, and things are organised.
The moral of the story? My problems are my own, my behaviour is my own, and the responsibility of dealing with issues my issues is my own. No excuses are needed for me.
And that is my rant for the day.